Brendan
Guerilla Urbanist
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2007
- Messages
- 911
- MBTI Type
- ENFJ
I project alot. I have become intellectually lazy. It seems obvious now that the reason I feel so self-conscious is because I'm not pleased with myself. I must stop projecting and start thinking.
It shouldn't be that hard. All I really need to do is surround myself with relatively like-minded individuals and discuss that which is on my mind, that which I find interesting. Essentially, I just need to be honest. Speaking of which, I must stop pretending to be interested in something when I'm anything but. I'm told that if you hide your real face behind a mask, eventually the mask becomes your face.
Well, it's started to happen, so I need to rectify it, now, before it becomes impossible to do so.
I'm reassured by the sense of lightheartedness that I have as I write this entry. It's nice to know that when something isn't working as you feel it should, you don't need to get worked up over it, you just fix it.

It shouldn't be that hard. All I really need to do is surround myself with relatively like-minded individuals and discuss that which is on my mind, that which I find interesting. Essentially, I just need to be honest. Speaking of which, I must stop pretending to be interested in something when I'm anything but. I'm told that if you hide your real face behind a mask, eventually the mask becomes your face.
Well, it's started to happen, so I need to rectify it, now, before it becomes impossible to do so.
I'm reassured by the sense of lightheartedness that I have as I write this entry. It's nice to know that when something isn't working as you feel it should, you don't need to get worked up over it, you just fix it.