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Sometimes I get startled by what people say to me. Usually I have to start a conversation or approach someone. Most of the time no one approaches me. Of course, being someone who hates to be the conversation starter, this causes me to have few friends. Now, when people do come up to talk to me, I'm usually surprised to hear what they say.
For example, last Saturday, when I was in dance class, this girl (who also doesn't seem to have a whole lot of friend) came up to me, put her arm on my shoulder and asked something like, "Are you okay? You seem a little quieter today." I don't really remember what I said, if anything, but I was really surprised to hear anything like that. I'm normally a quiet person, but I'm always in a pissy mood on Saturdays because of the bitchy girls (they have their own clique, of course) I have to encounter. No one ever asks how I'm doing, and I didn't even think that my mood was noticeable. But the day went on as usual.
Also, it seems that whenever I'm alone in a room with another person, they seem to open up to me. I hear things that others may not hear. I hear who fakes having esp (long story) with each other, I hear who is disliked, etc. The dislikes are quite surprising coming from people who I thought were friends.
Just the other day, Mikayla (the one from my other blog post if you read these =P. She's also in The Clique btw) came up to me and started speaking to me. Well, The Clique seems to be mad at her, so they're excluding her from a dance they were making up. We were alone after dance class waiting for our parents to come pick us up while The Clique went into the other room. Well, as surprised as I was, she started talking to me, telling me what they were doing and why she was so mad at them. I felt sorry for her, but what was I to do? I hate them more than she does, and the only reason why she was talking to me was because The Clique was mad at her. I choose not to be involved in these things. I find it ridiculous how people such as the ones in The Clique can just exclude others like that. (And from my one-on-one talks when people actually talk to me, I've gathered that no one likes The Clique either. Just a bunch of bitchy little girls who think they're better than everyone.)
Anyway, I find it interesting when people talk to me. I listen, but I don't think it's how people expect me to listen. I absorb the information they tell me; their dislikes and their troubles, the good and the bad. But throughout all the time they're talking to me, I sit there and I wonder why. Why are they talking to me? *Sigh* I dont' know if I'll ever understand people. What is the point of exclusion? Why can't everyone just get along? It's these things that I don't understand. Actually, I'm not even sure if I understand the point of this blog. But I will say that I'm starting to be fond of this blogging stuff. It really feels great to write my thoughts out. I know blogs are supposed to be about your daily life, but mine is a little like a public journal. Hehe.
Well, I guess that'll do. Over and out! :hi:
For example, last Saturday, when I was in dance class, this girl (who also doesn't seem to have a whole lot of friend) came up to me, put her arm on my shoulder and asked something like, "Are you okay? You seem a little quieter today." I don't really remember what I said, if anything, but I was really surprised to hear anything like that. I'm normally a quiet person, but I'm always in a pissy mood on Saturdays because of the bitchy girls (they have their own clique, of course) I have to encounter. No one ever asks how I'm doing, and I didn't even think that my mood was noticeable. But the day went on as usual.
Also, it seems that whenever I'm alone in a room with another person, they seem to open up to me. I hear things that others may not hear. I hear who fakes having esp (long story) with each other, I hear who is disliked, etc. The dislikes are quite surprising coming from people who I thought were friends.
Just the other day, Mikayla (the one from my other blog post if you read these =P. She's also in The Clique btw) came up to me and started speaking to me. Well, The Clique seems to be mad at her, so they're excluding her from a dance they were making up. We were alone after dance class waiting for our parents to come pick us up while The Clique went into the other room. Well, as surprised as I was, she started talking to me, telling me what they were doing and why she was so mad at them. I felt sorry for her, but what was I to do? I hate them more than she does, and the only reason why she was talking to me was because The Clique was mad at her. I choose not to be involved in these things. I find it ridiculous how people such as the ones in The Clique can just exclude others like that. (And from my one-on-one talks when people actually talk to me, I've gathered that no one likes The Clique either. Just a bunch of bitchy little girls who think they're better than everyone.)
Anyway, I find it interesting when people talk to me. I listen, but I don't think it's how people expect me to listen. I absorb the information they tell me; their dislikes and their troubles, the good and the bad. But throughout all the time they're talking to me, I sit there and I wonder why. Why are they talking to me? *Sigh* I dont' know if I'll ever understand people. What is the point of exclusion? Why can't everyone just get along? It's these things that I don't understand. Actually, I'm not even sure if I understand the point of this blog. But I will say that I'm starting to be fond of this blogging stuff. It really feels great to write my thoughts out. I know blogs are supposed to be about your daily life, but mine is a little like a public journal. Hehe.
Well, I guess that'll do. Over and out! :hi:
