Whoops, I thought this was in the science subforum. My bad, yo.
lulz, leave it to an NTP to make this mistake!
Seriously, though, I'm currently at work, and the missus is asleep, which is nice, but she will be awake soon which is not.
I've been working for her for just slightly over a year.
Her condition has worsened.
Her health, her energy-level, her depression and her dementia.
It's all so very sad. :sad:
I have found that I've been detaching myself as a form of self-preservation, she doesn't talk much, but she likes and needs my attention.
It's just scary, she's like 20% alive and 80% dead, awful.
Honestly, if I get to be 85 years old and miserable like her, I'd want my loved ones to help me off myself.
She tells me a lot, never get old, it's awful!
And, to make matters worse, I LOVE DOGS, and her dog happens to be the only dog I've ever known and come across who is a soulless, obnoxious package of existence, the weirdest thing ever.
So, when at work, I am surrounded by relatively negative life forces, not good, not good at all.
This is my third and last day (till next weekend), that I am here, thank god.
I don't know if I can do this anymore, it used to be more... pleasant, okay, fulfilling, but now it is taxing, energetically taxing, so not worth the money I make.
Bleh, but I need money to live, story of most people's miserable lives.
I wish I had no ethics, and I could happily marry some rich guy who'd afford me a life a leisure, that's all I want, to live a life where I am pursuing things I like, and then I could help people for FREE.
In fact, I could still do that, it's been a while since I've done any community service, during the summer time I babysat some boys primarily for free to help their mother out, that was awesome, these boys were chalk-full of life, and positivity!!!
Ugh, my sister is with an incredibly ridiculously wealthy guy and she need not worry about work or money, but I don't think she's happy either.