LucrativeSid
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I keep telling myself that I will soon sit down, ask myself all the hard questions, and write until I come up with something useful. I always put this off, though, of course.
I didn't have to work today. I had plenty of time to do something positive and productive. Instead, I've just been a lazy pleasure seeker. As James Allen would have said, I was nothing but a bundle of wavering thoughts and fluctuating sensations. I had no direction at all. And now it's late and soon I'll have to go back to work all over again.
I should do something now. Even if it's just a little bit. I'll think of the things I need to think about. I think all the time, but there's usually no stabilizing factor at all. I just let it flow. Usually, concentrating is hard because then I have to hold everything back and focus in. So unless I'm really inspired, I rarely concentrate. To get the most out of my brain, usually it has to be unleashed, not harnessed. But it's necessary right now. I know that if I concentrate long enough, eventually I'll reach my chi.
Damn, this is boring. I can only do amazing things when I'm having fun. But I'll try.
Things I Should Figure Out
Oh, I can't do it. Why do I want to figure things out? I'm trying to make my life better. But I don't need to sit down and figure things out. I need to start living.
Oh, this idea is shot. My motive for writing this blog post is not very strong. Just so you know, there was about a 5 minute pause between every paragraph written here while I had braingasms.
I didn't have to work today. I had plenty of time to do something positive and productive. Instead, I've just been a lazy pleasure seeker. As James Allen would have said, I was nothing but a bundle of wavering thoughts and fluctuating sensations. I had no direction at all. And now it's late and soon I'll have to go back to work all over again.
I should do something now. Even if it's just a little bit. I'll think of the things I need to think about. I think all the time, but there's usually no stabilizing factor at all. I just let it flow. Usually, concentrating is hard because then I have to hold everything back and focus in. So unless I'm really inspired, I rarely concentrate. To get the most out of my brain, usually it has to be unleashed, not harnessed. But it's necessary right now. I know that if I concentrate long enough, eventually I'll reach my chi.
Damn, this is boring. I can only do amazing things when I'm having fun. But I'll try.
Things I Should Figure Out
Oh, I can't do it. Why do I want to figure things out? I'm trying to make my life better. But I don't need to sit down and figure things out. I need to start living.
Oh, this idea is shot. My motive for writing this blog post is not very strong. Just so you know, there was about a 5 minute pause between every paragraph written here while I had braingasms.
