Azseroffs
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Have you ever wondered about something bigger than yourself.Something that has just been flying over you that you can't reach no matter how hard you try. Have you ever looked at the clouds and got a feeling that nothing really matters. Have you ever felt so empty that it you lose yourself. You forget who you are. Everything is a blur. Are you who you create yourself to be or is it all planned out. Is there a destiny? If you chose not follow it and change it would that, in itself, be planned? Why are we here? Why do we care? I want to live in a world that asks these questions and doesn't pretend to know. I want a world of thinkers. I want to open people's minds. I want a world where we don't have to worry. I want a world where everyone gets what they want. I know that isn't possible. Why do we want things we know we can't have? Why don't we want things we know we can? Why is everything so hard? Why are the easy things so lacking in value? Happiness is all we want. Things that make us happy stop making us happy. How can anything keep us happy? What is happiness? Is it subjective? It must be. One thing makes one happy, but maybe not two. Happiness comes from a chemical. If that's true and life is only about happiness.. why not stay drugged up for a lifetime? Even that doesn't keep a person happy forever. The drug becomes a need and not a want. They suffer in their need. They aren't happy. Can they be happy again? What would make them happy? What makes happiness? Love makes us happy. but love fades. Even people can't keep us happy. Do we become accustomed to the happiness and feel dull after? If we lived forever could things still make us happy? Is discovery happiness? Accomplishment? Finishing something? What if we didn't have to work, would we be able to be happy? Does happiness come from lack of torment? or maybe the release of it. Knowing that the work is done creates happiness and then we become accustomed? idk. i..d..k..... How can I know? How do people discover if we only learn from what we see? How do people create new if they've never seen it? Do they see and then combine and realize 1 + 1 = ?? Then look for some place where 1 + 1 exists so that we can see 2? Is that creating? It sounds like discovering. How can someone go their whole life without wondering? wondering about anything. Or even.. everything. How can people live in a shell where they always think they KNOW. but really they don't know anything. How can anyone know. How do we know this isn't all nothing. If you really think, there isn't anything. Nothing worth having and nothing worth doing, it all ends up disappearing or fading away. Even happiness fades. God is not the answer. God is a lie. God is an easy out. God so easily takes everything away. Everything answered... so easy.. so childish. There's no evidence. I wish I could believe. We know by seeing. No one has discovered god. They just want us to focus on our lives. They don't want us asking questions. It's bad for business. God is a tool. Then where did we all come from? where did the universe come from? Has it been around forever? But how did it start? It's not comprehensible. I lose focus. My vision blurs as i think. If I'm not thinking in english am I still thinking? If someone never learned a language how would they think? How could they make connections? Maybe thinking in language is just memory of sound. Sound we associate with pictures or feelings or smells or tastes. We define our sounds by or other senses. That is what thought is. ....
Have you ever wondered about something bigger than yourself.Something that has just been flying over you that you can't reach no matter how hard you try. Have you ever looked at the clouds and got a feeling that nothing really matters. Have you ever felt so empty that it you lose yourself. You forget who you are. Everything is a blur. Are you who you create yourself to be or is it all planned out. Is there a destiny? If you chose not follow it and change it would that, in itself, be planned? Why are we here? Why do we care? I want to live in a world that asks these questions and doesn't pretend to know. I want a world of thinkers. I want to open people's minds. I want a world where we don't have to worry. I want a world where everyone gets what they want. I know that isn't possible. Why do we want things we know we can't have? Why don't we want things we know we can? Why is everything so hard? Why are the easy things so lacking in value? Happiness is all we want. Things that make us happy stop making us happy. How can anything keep us happy? What is happiness? Is it subjective? It must be. One thing makes one happy, but maybe not two. Happiness comes from a chemical. If that's true and life is only about happiness.. why not stay drugged up for a lifetime? Even that doesn't keep a person happy forever. The drug becomes a need and not a want. They suffer in their need. They aren't happy. Can they be happy again? What would make them happy? What makes happiness? Love makes us happy. but love fades. Even people can't keep us happy. Do we become accustomed to the happiness and feel dull after? If we lived forever could things still make us happy? Is discovery happiness? Accomplishment? Finishing something? What if we didn't have to work, would we be able to be happy? Does happiness come from lack of torment? or maybe the release of it. Knowing that the work is done creates happiness and then we become accustomed? idk. i..d..k..... How can I know? How do people discover if we only learn from what we see? How do people create new if they've never seen it? Do they see and then combine and realize 1 + 1 = ?? Then look for some place where 1 + 1 exists so that we can see 2? Is that creating? It sounds like discovering. How can someone go their whole life without wondering? wondering about anything. Or even.. everything. How can people live in a shell where they always think they KNOW. but really they don't know anything. How can anyone know. How do we know this isn't all nothing. If you really think, there isn't anything. Nothing worth having and nothing worth doing, it all ends up disappearing or fading away. Even happiness fades. God is not the answer. God is a lie. God is an easy out. God so easily takes everything away. Everything answered... so easy.. so childish. There's no evidence. I wish I could believe. We know by seeing. No one has discovered god. They just want us to focus on our lives. They don't want us asking questions. It's bad for business. God is a tool. Then where did we all come from? where did the universe come from? Has it been around forever? But how did it start? It's not comprehensible. I lose focus. My vision blurs as i think. If I'm not thinking in english am I still thinking? If someone never learned a language how would they think? How could they make connections? Maybe thinking in language is just memory of sound. Sound we associate with pictures or feelings or smells or tastes. We define our sounds by or other senses. That is what thought is. ....
