Still not over her

[Chimerical]

It's been a while since things went sour with me and Colleen. I still haven't stopped thinking about her. I know I love her and things have gone horrible wrong. Since I love her I've been trying to find something to do for her that's best, but without disarming myself completely. So far I've simply left her alone without contacting her. When I run into her I don't go out of my way to talk to her either.

Then there's the situation with all these other girls I'm meeting. The newest is Melissa. She's ESFP and seems to think I'm the greatest thing alive. I ignore her and make fun of her all the time but she follow's me. She tells me I'm smart. I think she's boring because I always know what she's going to do and say. Within the first hour of meeting her all of her body language was telling me that she wanted me physically.

Eventually I got bored and slept with her. Now I'm wishing I didn't because she keeps trying to add me on myspace and wont stop following me. I explained everything to her. She ended up following me one day I was hanging out with a friend. So I kept talking about how much I love Colleen.

It's frustrating that I haven't gotten over Colleen yet. I'm assuming it's because the girls I keep meeting are boring and don't really interest me too much. Eventually I'll meet someone worth it.