No one fucking loves me or cares

[Chimerical]

There is no one there for me.
There will be no one there for me.
I hate this world and I don't want to be here.

My friends and family are all like "But we're here..." SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! You say that after I get upset.

Where the fuck were you when I was homeless? Where the hell were you when I needed money for college? What about when I brought my girlfriend over and you scared her away? What about when I needed money for a car to get to work and back and you fucking owed me money anyway? But now you're fucking there for me... Fuck you.

Or when I'm talking to a girl and I'm upset that no one likes me and she says "I like.." SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! Seriously? You know what the fuck I meant. I'm not looking for a fucking friend. You won't be there for me the way I need and want you to be there for me. You'll just give some jaded advice that makes you look good. YOu don't fucking like me and aren't going to for some reason or another.

And you're trying to date my friends. So fuck you. Go to hell and don't talk to me anymore.

I hate people.
I don't want friends anymore or any kind of relationhips.