Just want to be alone

[Chimerical]

So, I have friends who I see here and there but don't hang out with. I guess these would be acquaintances. I like that. No one's too close for comfort. When I go home no one knows where I live and no one comes over. They don't have my number and don't know how to find me.

So, some girl tries to get in my life...
I slipped up, ignored the signs, and had sex with her. Mistake. Not, having sex with someone [that's fun]. Having sex with the wrong person is a mistake.

Now she thinks we're going out and follows me around like a lost puppy. So I find myself at the lounge hanging out carefully planning my escape. How am I going to leave, without being rude, to elude her that I left.

She runs into me in front of my building as I'm going in. Fuck. Now she wants to come up. I don't know why, but I let her come up for a bit. I really shouldn't've. I just wanted to relax, watch a movie [by myself], and practice soul calibur before I went to bed. So she asks what I wanted to do, and I just put on a movie...

On netflix I find a movie that I loved to watch with my little brother [one of the very few people I'm close to]. It's kinda something I'd rather watch by myself or with someone I'm close to. Not with her. She apparently wants to watch it... Fuck.

I'm not trying to be rude. I really want her to go. I sit on the other end of the room and watch the movie and don't say a word. Eventually she goes home. Awesome .

I'll remember not to let her in next time. She's kinda creepy now and I don't feel comfortable around her. That and most of the time I just want to be by myself.