Amargith
Hotel California
- Joined
- Nov 5, 2008
- Messages
- 14,717
- MBTI Type
- ENFP
- Enneagram
- 4dw
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/so
Ahhh..man do I feel good. I'm only back a day and a half and I've already told at least 5 people what to do. And the most fun part? Most of them actually asked for it *muahahah* 
All kidding aside..my FiSi is purring like a kitten, fondly remembering all the great people and wonderful discussions I used to have here, and connecting me again with...well, let's just say, connecting me again, and in doing so, nourishing my soul
It's a ridiculous feeling but..I feel like I actually accomplish something when I'm here. Could be the greatest delusional scheme my fears have ever played upon my mind but...it feels right. I feel useful here, as stupid as it sounds. And it's been a long time since I felt that way.. Any chance, you think, of making a career off of being a TypeC consultant of some sort? No? Didn't think so *sigh*
And then there's this: my internet addiction is definitely growing stronger with the minute. I hope I can get a grip on the obsessive reaction TypeC can have on a person soon
In a way TypeC is very much like that bad boy you shouldn't date. He'll take all your focus, energy and love and make you feel like the most special person in the world. He'll rock your world, and bring you to new pleasurable emotional heights...and he'll isolate you from reality. He'll become your entire world, your one drug, and ultimate focus if you let him. He'll tell you he needs you, loves you, will always be there for you, but he'll ruin your grades and cause you sleepless nights. He'll disrupt your life with his love for you.
So you run. Scared. Determined to regain control over your life. Only to return to him with open arms, desperate to feel alive once more. And it's worth it every damned time
*shakes head*
'This time, this time will be different,' she arrogantly told herself,' this time, I'll tame the beast. And make him my bitch at last.'
All kidding aside..my FiSi is purring like a kitten, fondly remembering all the great people and wonderful discussions I used to have here, and connecting me again with...well, let's just say, connecting me again, and in doing so, nourishing my soul
It's a ridiculous feeling but..I feel like I actually accomplish something when I'm here. Could be the greatest delusional scheme my fears have ever played upon my mind but...it feels right. I feel useful here, as stupid as it sounds. And it's been a long time since I felt that way.. Any chance, you think, of making a career off of being a TypeC consultant of some sort? No? Didn't think so *sigh*
And then there's this: my internet addiction is definitely growing stronger with the minute. I hope I can get a grip on the obsessive reaction TypeC can have on a person soon
In a way TypeC is very much like that bad boy you shouldn't date. He'll take all your focus, energy and love and make you feel like the most special person in the world. He'll rock your world, and bring you to new pleasurable emotional heights...and he'll isolate you from reality. He'll become your entire world, your one drug, and ultimate focus if you let him. He'll tell you he needs you, loves you, will always be there for you, but he'll ruin your grades and cause you sleepless nights. He'll disrupt your life with his love for you.
So you run. Scared. Determined to regain control over your life. Only to return to him with open arms, desperate to feel alive once more. And it's worth it every damned time
*shakes head*
'This time, this time will be different,' she arrogantly told herself,' this time, I'll tame the beast. And make him my bitch at last.'
