Serendipity
the Dark Prophet of Kualu
- Joined
- Mar 24, 2009
- Messages
- 852
- MBTI Type
- RAD
I have an idea to change the world.
I have projects all around me to change the world to the better. But I shouldn't have. I want to see their strive to become something "greater" on their own.
Then why o Why am I there interfering with their lives?
I used to be an observer. All I did was look and listen. Never change the flow of the river. Today, it's different.
I choose to bring things out of people and I love the control I get over them. I play in my world to find out which of the games that worked and which did not.
I always speak the truth, but I may tweak my kernel.
If I place belief in myself, everyone else beliefs what comes out of me except when I say that I am evil.
No one seem to believe that.
"I can stand for being evil if it is for a good cause."
And I have a good cause. To change the world into something more comfortable and wonderful to all the worlds inhabitants.
I never reveal the ideas closest to heart. They're non-existant as for everyone else but me. I guess that is why I am susceptible to critics. No criticism ever reaches it's final destination; Me. Not much ever makes it that far, it's all filtered down by my outer sense of the world.
But plans usually doesn't succeed. I am far too impulsive/spontaneous. Funny that.
I know I use people around me as tools, it happens but I am having troubles not doing so.
I bet that is my key-issue in the world.
To always try make it better in my own way.
Now, I am telling myself to not post this, but I think I should. Over and out.
I have projects all around me to change the world to the better. But I shouldn't have. I want to see their strive to become something "greater" on their own.
Then why o Why am I there interfering with their lives?
I used to be an observer. All I did was look and listen. Never change the flow of the river. Today, it's different.
I choose to bring things out of people and I love the control I get over them. I play in my world to find out which of the games that worked and which did not.
I always speak the truth, but I may tweak my kernel.
If I place belief in myself, everyone else beliefs what comes out of me except when I say that I am evil.
No one seem to believe that.
"I can stand for being evil if it is for a good cause."
And I have a good cause. To change the world into something more comfortable and wonderful to all the worlds inhabitants.
I never reveal the ideas closest to heart. They're non-existant as for everyone else but me. I guess that is why I am susceptible to critics. No criticism ever reaches it's final destination; Me. Not much ever makes it that far, it's all filtered down by my outer sense of the world.
But plans usually doesn't succeed. I am far too impulsive/spontaneous. Funny that.
I know I use people around me as tools, it happens but I am having troubles not doing so.
I bet that is my key-issue in the world.
To always try make it better in my own way.
Now, I am telling myself to not post this, but I think I should. Over and out.
