Chimerical
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- Joined
- Apr 30, 2008
- Messages
- 898
- MBTI Type
- INTJ
- Enneagram
- 1w5
I haven't seen her in who knows how long. Haven't thought of her either. Life was going good not thinking of what I can never have. Then it happened.
I'm at that coffee shop I always go to, and someone plays something different on the jukebox. At the moment I was happily playing videogames with friends :]. I was using the music to win. I get lost in it, I feel great, I do everything better. So, here's me indulging completely in the emotions of every song I hear.
Rewind this half a year ago. Colleen was still on speaking terms with me. Often I'd get lost in her profile song on myspace. Never heard it before then. My memory strongly associates it with her, and all that I love about her.
So, as I playing, lost in these songs I have the match in my favor! I'm happily chatting to this hot chick who's into mbti! Everything was perfect in that moment.
Then that song played! NO! I have to zone it out! Desync my audio/emotional connection! My mind went straight to hell! I lost the match and lost my charisma with the girl. I remembered why I love her. I wanted to cry. I shut out the song, but shut everything else out too. I was so alone... :[
I'm at that coffee shop I always go to, and someone plays something different on the jukebox. At the moment I was happily playing videogames with friends :]. I was using the music to win. I get lost in it, I feel great, I do everything better. So, here's me indulging completely in the emotions of every song I hear.
Rewind this half a year ago. Colleen was still on speaking terms with me. Often I'd get lost in her profile song on myspace. Never heard it before then. My memory strongly associates it with her, and all that I love about her.
So, as I playing, lost in these songs I have the match in my favor! I'm happily chatting to this hot chick who's into mbti! Everything was perfect in that moment.
Then that song played! NO! I have to zone it out! Desync my audio/emotional connection! My mind went straight to hell! I lost the match and lost my charisma with the girl. I remembered why I love her. I wanted to cry. I shut out the song, but shut everything else out too. I was so alone... :[
