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Self sustaining supernova
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- Feb 12, 2009
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I highly doubt anyone will see this. That is probably a good thing... it's just to write this down somewhere so it is not hanging above my head.
I am antsy, dissatisfied with life in general with no particular specific cause for it. I've had this feeling before, and each time made a life-altering change of some kind - I quit my job, once or twice... moved across the country another time... and now I don't know what to do.
I am in a stable position, one wherein I can go to school, work, and have something of a life. Upsetting that might not actually be a good idea, and could do more harm than good.
So I am frozen in indecision right now, as my brain analyzes and overanalyzes every detail of the situation to come up with possible solutions or alternatives.
I crave change. Without something significantly new or different in my life every once in a while I become bored, which leads to the aforementioned feeling of being... cagey.
It is unknown whether the genuinely unsatisfying parts of my life have combined to make me wish to toss everything up and see where it lands, or if I've reached the point where I've begun looking for things to focus my displeasure on.
I am antsy, dissatisfied with life in general with no particular specific cause for it. I've had this feeling before, and each time made a life-altering change of some kind - I quit my job, once or twice... moved across the country another time... and now I don't know what to do.
I am in a stable position, one wherein I can go to school, work, and have something of a life. Upsetting that might not actually be a good idea, and could do more harm than good.
So I am frozen in indecision right now, as my brain analyzes and overanalyzes every detail of the situation to come up with possible solutions or alternatives.
I crave change. Without something significantly new or different in my life every once in a while I become bored, which leads to the aforementioned feeling of being... cagey.
It is unknown whether the genuinely unsatisfying parts of my life have combined to make me wish to toss everything up and see where it lands, or if I've reached the point where I've begun looking for things to focus my displeasure on.
