Amargith
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Yeah, I consider most forms of 'Satanism' or demonology to be Abrahamic in conception and perspective, which is why I worded my previous post the way I did. From casual observation it seems that some of them incorporate some form of ancient Egyptian or Middle-eastern mythos into their beliefs, which might be a gray area as far as classification is concerned.
Definately not a satanist, btw; as an agnostic whose favorite kind of spiritual belief is Deism, I tend to stay away from unfathomable spiritual entities just in case they actually exist.I just enjoy mythology, whether its from actual religions, bastardizations from the same (much of DnD), or just made up (fantasy in general).
Mythology and Fantasy are both fascinating in their own right, and before I was anywhere near a pagan (or at least consciously one), I was a big fan of history books, mythology books and fantasy books, so I know what you mean
Which Pagan Path Do You Follow?
Wiccan
Thelema
Orisha
Shaman
Druid
Only the first two had any visible scoring to the left of them.
I have no knowledge about Thelema or Orisha ( I believe it's someting to do with voodoo but could be wrong), but I did start with Wicca myself. The books Coriolis suggested are classics, especially scott cunningham. I started myself with him. I'd also very much recommend 'A Witch Alone' by Marian Green. Maybe I'm biased towards this book, but in my opinion it is perfect for a beginning solitary witch/wiccan, especially one with a strong love for nature in particular (less so for those who are more into the mystical/almost alchemist vibe type stuff). There's less stress on the actual gods/rituals parts, and moreso on the actual lifestyle and the observing of the seasons (which is imo the essence of all pagan religions, including wicca). Cunningham in itself is good coz he's got a way to explain things in neat little boxes making it very easily digestable and giving you a great oversight of what it all entails. He's a little outdated (the author died in like 92 I believe), but still considered a good source in the community. If you wanna have a flavour of 70's feminism and have a flair for ceremonial magic, go for Starhawk, another great classic, though a less accessible read
Coriolis already pointed you towards some internet stuff, but if you're looking for a pagan community, you can try Pagan Space. It's overwhelmingly big at first, but there's a vast amount of info on there, as well as pagans from all sorts of paths, including, as on all forums, the trolls, the immature ones, the confused seekers and the veteran seekers. It should show you that pagans are, well..just people, like the rest of y'all
We hardly know anything about the historical Celtic druids because they didn't keep written manuscripts. They tend to be stereotyped as making blood sacrifices and being involved with Stonehenge, when in reality they probably just executed assholes on wicker men. RPG druids have no connection.
Correct, which makes the Celtic path for me harder to study than say the Germanic/Norse path.
Coriolis, we should exchange info
I have studied mainly the Norse side and haven't gotten around to doing much studying on the Celtic side yet.
So Miss Faye.. do you ever get a little weirded out by some people out in the pagan community? Are there sometimes that you feel like you have to roll your eyes?
Ohhhh yeah.
But the thing is..I try to keep an open mind. Many of these people are still finding their way. Some are there to avoid their own issues. Which is understandable yet regrettably delusional. And some actually experience shit I've never experienced. It's hard to differentiate at times. For instance, I know a fellow witch who swears she can see ghosts/spirits as clearly as she sees you and me. Me, I've never seen a ghost. But. I've felt energy. That's my thing. I *know* what it's like to be looked at that way myself, as when I was younger and less careful about who I told what (also coz the pain of all those feelings was daily killing me), I said that I could literally feel what other people felt. People...don't like that idea. And roll their eyes at that easily (as they do at you telling them that you're a pagan btw). Empathy, as it's known in the community (here known as an F and often especially NF skill, mixed with some sx-dom enneagram shit possibly), is considered a gift/curse over there, just as being a medium is.
Now, who am I to tell her that what she sees is a bucketload of crap, when I *know* myself what it's like to experience something that others cannot relate to? For that matter, before I knew what 'synesthesia' was and could explain it to people, people looked at me like I came from Venus or whatever other planet, coz I swore 2 was mintgreen. And that I saw a rainbow of colours or a thunderstorm of dark colours depending on the mood someone was in. It's kinda.. I know what it's like to be on both sides. I have trouble believing my friend as I believe she believes herself but is also convincing herself of it being true. That's the vibe I get. However, the irony is that I'm picking up this vibe with the very thing (empathy), that others look weirdly at me for

And then there's the added bonus of me 'feeling' energy when there's nobody there, and she's around. Now the question becomes...do I pick that up coz she wants it to be there, and it's really her energy I'm reading? Or is there actually somethign there and is she telling the truth? I don't know.