lunalum
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I didn't do anything, I just refused to do stuff, like being told to clean my room or take a bath I was very stubborn and refused. Doing what I wasn't suppose to not so much. and if people wonder if I'm a p, because it's always I'll do it later.
^I was this kind of child. I just went along with a lot of stuff that I didn't care one way or another anyway to avoid the inevitable disaster that would follow if I didn't comply. When I chose not to comply I knew exactly what kind of trouble I was getting into and did my best to take the punishment until it was torturous enough that just complying would be easier. This wasn't physical torture btw, past the age of 6 I couldn't care less if I was smacked on the bottom and also past that age they knew I could call for help and that I didn't care if someone got arrested for it (if something ever did go too far). No, I was best tortured by boredom. The simple "stand still and look at the wall," usually because it was just not possible for me to consciously switch my focus on something like cleaning my room, or sometimes because I tried to challenge or at least talk with them about what I was supposed to do and I'd get walled just for "being a smart___" (funny looking back at it but it wasn't back then). So I wasn't a troublemaker at all but I openly challenged the whole "because I said so" dynamic and fought it ferociously to the very end (until I either grew unwithstandingly bored with the punishment or with the point I was making ) Yeah, that hasn't changed much today.....