I can't really relate to her... The only thing I can relate to is the feeling of lacking and longing and having trouble seeing the good thing.
I don't express my feelings and most people irl think I don't have them, I always play it tough, even when I am breaking inside I always wear a mask to protect myself from humiliation. Because that's what that is...I feel like if I really expressed my genuine feelings out loud, I'd be misunderstood and humiliated. And that's what I thought is a huge part of being a 4. I am emotionally expressive in art and writing, but never in speech or everyday communication, that's just...inappropriate and extremely exposing.
And I am also not very much into beauty or the love for the sake of the love... I mean... that's the most generic thing someone can ever say...
And maybe I am not a 4... I am an 8