Spiritual Science
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Hello, there. It's been awhile since I've posted here. Recently, I took the "official" MBTI test proctored by my university's career center. Using the test in the book, Please Understand Me, I tested as INFJ. My results, (out of 30 for each preference) are as follows:
(I)ntroversion - 30/30 (Very Clear Preference)
I(N)tuition - 14/30 (Moderate)
(F)eeling - 12/30 (Moderate)
(P)erceiving - 1/30 (Very Slight)
This last preferecne is what makes me uneasy, but thinking about it, I do seem to have an almost equal preference for these behaviors. In the past, I tested unofficially and self-typed myself as INFJ. Reading the descriptions of each, they both sound like me. I tend to prefer to have things settled (J), but also dislike routine for the sake of routine (P).
I know the main difference between INFJ and INFP is that INFP's dominant function is Fi with auxillary Ne, while INFJ is Ni with auxillary Fe. I guess I could use some assistance understanding the difference between these functions. These seem like such similar types, but I know they aren't. Fi is confusing to me. INFJ and INFP almost have opposite/reversed dominant/auxillary functions. I know there is stuff on the web about this, but I think if I discuss this with people in real time, I'll have an easier time understanding it.
I know this is a big difference, which is why I'm struggling to figure out my true type.
Currently, my room (shared with ENFP girlfriend) is quite messy. I have a bookcase I haven't organized since we moved here, and misc. items everywhere. My approach to organizing is wait until the room becomes unbearably messy and then go on a rampage throwing things out/organizing. I'm only occasionally organized, and only if it's for a reason, such as working on a group project, or keeping all my files i care about tidy on my harddrive. I tend to be artistic, but I'm extremely self-critical and beat myself up all the time. This seems to prevent me from pursing my dreams. Basically, fear of failure/comittment. I also feel the need to find my spirituality, and I'm constantly redefining my outlook on life. It really gets exhausting after awhile. I'm never satisfied with the way I feel/think about the world.
I also procrastinate quite a bit. I'm quite bright, but never really enjoyed studying. I frequently shout "I f***ing hate this" while studying, which is why I'm discontinuing my second bachelor's degree after this semester.
I'm definitely introverted, and can be awkward in social situations. I also feel like I do have fairly strong Ne, which I feel paralyzes me in social situations. I often want to say something to ease the tension, but in doing so fear I might make others aware that there was tension in the first place, who might not have been aware otherwise.
I feel like I can read people's emotions and feelings very easily, which makes me uncomfortable when I'm with friends and there is obvious (to me) tension in the room. I am hypersensitive to mine and others' emotions. I am also very sensitive to criticism, even helpful criticism. I'd almost rather not show someone I like a photograph I took, or painting I made, just in case they say something negative about it. Even if they don't share my enthusiasm, my feelings get hurt a little bit. I'm aware of this, but can't seem to change this tendency.
Anyways, I apologize for ranting on about myself, but hopefully someone else out there is in the same boat and can benefit from the discussion hereafter.
Thanks for reading!
(I)ntroversion - 30/30 (Very Clear Preference)
I(N)tuition - 14/30 (Moderate)
(F)eeling - 12/30 (Moderate)
(P)erceiving - 1/30 (Very Slight)
This last preferecne is what makes me uneasy, but thinking about it, I do seem to have an almost equal preference for these behaviors. In the past, I tested unofficially and self-typed myself as INFJ. Reading the descriptions of each, they both sound like me. I tend to prefer to have things settled (J), but also dislike routine for the sake of routine (P).
I know the main difference between INFJ and INFP is that INFP's dominant function is Fi with auxillary Ne, while INFJ is Ni with auxillary Fe. I guess I could use some assistance understanding the difference between these functions. These seem like such similar types, but I know they aren't. Fi is confusing to me. INFJ and INFP almost have opposite/reversed dominant/auxillary functions. I know there is stuff on the web about this, but I think if I discuss this with people in real time, I'll have an easier time understanding it.
I know this is a big difference, which is why I'm struggling to figure out my true type.
Currently, my room (shared with ENFP girlfriend) is quite messy. I have a bookcase I haven't organized since we moved here, and misc. items everywhere. My approach to organizing is wait until the room becomes unbearably messy and then go on a rampage throwing things out/organizing. I'm only occasionally organized, and only if it's for a reason, such as working on a group project, or keeping all my files i care about tidy on my harddrive. I tend to be artistic, but I'm extremely self-critical and beat myself up all the time. This seems to prevent me from pursing my dreams. Basically, fear of failure/comittment. I also feel the need to find my spirituality, and I'm constantly redefining my outlook on life. It really gets exhausting after awhile. I'm never satisfied with the way I feel/think about the world.
I also procrastinate quite a bit. I'm quite bright, but never really enjoyed studying. I frequently shout "I f***ing hate this" while studying, which is why I'm discontinuing my second bachelor's degree after this semester.
I'm definitely introverted, and can be awkward in social situations. I also feel like I do have fairly strong Ne, which I feel paralyzes me in social situations. I often want to say something to ease the tension, but in doing so fear I might make others aware that there was tension in the first place, who might not have been aware otherwise.
I feel like I can read people's emotions and feelings very easily, which makes me uncomfortable when I'm with friends and there is obvious (to me) tension in the room. I am hypersensitive to mine and others' emotions. I am also very sensitive to criticism, even helpful criticism. I'd almost rather not show someone I like a photograph I took, or painting I made, just in case they say something negative about it. Even if they don't share my enthusiasm, my feelings get hurt a little bit. I'm aware of this, but can't seem to change this tendency.
Anyways, I apologize for ranting on about myself, but hopefully someone else out there is in the same boat and can benefit from the discussion hereafter.
Thanks for reading!