Maybe not the hardest to be, but I feel like 9s should be a little higher on the list personally. I feel like the combination of being an attachment type and a withdrawn type is just a recipe for loneliness; attachment triad needs somebody to merge with, but withdrawn triad makes them lost in the background. There's a sort of push and pull between needing a group and just wanting to retreat. Sure, when we're at a healthy level we tried not to be bothered by petty things. Still, 9w1 is a very idealistic type, and I find myself chasing for ideals that just never seem to happen. In a way, I wonder if 9w1 is harder on themselves then a 1 core. 9w1s try not to be critical towards others, but the 1s' criticalness needs to go somewhere, so where does it go? To themselves. Sloth's supposed to be our vice, and I do worry a lot that all the dreams I've had will remain simply that, dreams. I don't know if it's more my type or just my body, but yeah, I don't have a lot of energy. Sure, we may be positive outlook, but it doesn't make things much easier. Also, disintegration to 6 is a disaster. We DO get bothered by petty things, it's like my brain's a laser detector scanning for every threat. My favorite thing about being a 9 is probably that I'm interested in so many things, but sometimes I feel like I'm walking around with a bunch of surface level knowledge. My 4 frustration might be exaggerating my 1 wing though, and there's the 6 fix on top of my disinegration. I think we're still a cool type, we like(most) people and we tend to be open minded, but it's not always an easy type to be.