my mind is filled with anything and everything ive paid attention to, i then use this information to fiddle with intuitively, until things automatically click together and i get something.
like if i want to invent new names, i think of a feeling, and then, POP! a name that represents that feeling came. for example, my most recent new name is fueravia. basically, my mind is hard wired with concepts attached to feelings. every concept i have in my mind, i also have a feeling for that represents it. thats why i can intuitively write to you without thinking at all, i mean, its like i dont actually think, my htoughts just somehow come to text automatically.
which is why it annoys me greatly if i forget a word. makes me very, VERY frustrated, disappointed at myself for not having consistent mind.
i guess this is partly 4w3 pessimism, but i kind of believe that creativity doesnt exist in me. i only fiddle with data, creating new mixtures. but nothing actually new. thinking this way, then i suppose everyone elses Ni is like that too, no idea how Ne works. i guess they have a map of reality instead of an internal storage of data.
basically, the only original thing i have are my feelings. i guess, the fiddling thing might actually be my Ti. so in sense, Ni creates an original feeling(Fe) to which i find an appropriate mixture of information that represents the feeling. i guess my Se is prolly the final checkpoint, where i imagine whether the construction impresses me or not, by which i judge whether its worth remembering or not.