i think i am pretty, to be honest.
i think i'd deal awful with not feeling pretty, since i tend to deal very bad with my other flaws, so thank god, at least something i dont feel like whining about. i dont also envy more pretty women, which feels good.
until 2 yrs ago i was really paying attention to how i look, dress etc... but then i just got bored with all that, fashion etc., now i rarely think about clothes, just put on the first thing i find.
when i was a kid i thought i am not pretty, and remember looking myself in a mirror standing next to my sister, who is extremely gorgeous, and thinking "ah, well, you didnt get looks, but you have ... yourself" - because i was so immersed in what was going on around me, was very active and fun loving, i really didnt bother about how i look, but i had it somewhere in my subconscious that i am not v pretty, which was partialy a burdeon, but i didnt obsess about it.... and then i remember as puberty hit, when i looked myself in a mirror first time and figure out i am not really ugly. hah, i remember that day, it was so weird, and big relief.