[MENTION=18576]Sanjuro[/MENTION]
Number one doesn't sound type-related
I agree
it sounds like you have an aversion to being treated like shit. Do you yell at them, hit them, or just bitch about them, though?
I scold them, they ignore me, I scold them again, they ignore me and, finally, I fight the urge to beat the shit out of them because there really isn't a whole lot I can do.
Number two sounds like some sort of male phenomenon more than a cp6 (or other type-related) thing. Or maybe a human phenomenon in general. Frankly, we're quite repressed in larger society.
I can agree with that. more specifically, it's a young male phenomenon. I think some degree of it is healthy. it's there because I have little real power, and, it's a necessary fuel for any ambitious young person because it is what propels us to get REAL power.
Number three sounds like an id type in general.
imo it sounds mostly 7 or 2
When you hit puberty, in other words. All I can say is that other core 8s have reported similar phenomena--they became more warlike around puberty, or else they learned to chill out about things.
this has been my experience with Sexual 6s who type as 8s rather than the real 8s I know, who were mostly delinquent children
Changes happen. What would you classify as your "8ish tendencies" right now, though?
- power seeking
- a bit sadistic (though not enough to type as 8 core/fix/wing)
- disdain for taking orders or being controlled (which is not exclusively 8. most 7s would report the same feelings)
- general feeling of "revenge against the world" (as opposed to petty vendettas, which are more 4/6)
- drive to dominate (sometimes, not always)
some things which are blatantly not 8
- a friend brought to my attention that I'm placating when someone comes at me aggressively. most of the time, my thoughts are "they're just pissed. the real issue will be easy to solve once they calm down", then I realize later "that guy was an ass, I should checked his ass WAY harder" (it's no much an unwillingness to use force as much as not realizing when I actually need to. [MENTION=10082]Starry[/MENTION] could have a point, because this sounds like a 9 tendency)
- I lay low until I know I can win. I'm not going to lie to you or be sneaky or passive aggressive, but I know when I am outmatched and I lack 8's awareness of
- when someone insults me, my first instinct is "oh dear, I probably did something wrong", which is very 6 (should have mentioned this earlier).
- I daydream about power far more than actually seeking it (working on this one lol)
- it's unnatural for me to act on my aggression without knowing what to do first (mature 8s will wait for the right time to strike and not indulge their impulses, but their first pull is still "smash dis bitch!".