Haha, me too.I can appreciate my sadness as a profound human experience sometimes. I'm not always in a hurry to leave it.
Do you feel it a waste of time or something you hate to feel to linger in sadness when you can be happy, or do you like it and it feels okay to you? Almost like it's vital or repleneshing to dwell on it sometimes?
I feel like I always need to have a strong sense of yearning or I am not myself; a yearning for something that I can never have--not material, but like a knight in shining armor or something as mythical and mystical. Please, please someone tell me that this somehow makes sense.
I feel like I always need to have a strong sense of yearning or I am not myself; a yearning for something that I can never have--not material, but like a knight in shining armor or something as mythical and mystical.
Please, please someone tell me that this somehow makes sense.
Yes, it does make sense.
Or, at least, you are not alone.
The sense that there is something bigger, deeper, more brilliant, more substantial, the thing that gives life to the universe and meaning to life, out there somewhere... and we can't quite see it, no matter how hard we try.
Infuriatingly elusive... like the brilliant butterfly whose wings you can brush the tips of your fingers against but cannot quite capture. *sigh*