gocat
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I apologise because i'm not really asking a question but would be interested in peoples views. I have schizoaffective disorder which is schizophrenia with bi polar mood disorder mania and wanted to say something that really troubles me.My brother last year told me he had a stroke and i wanted to laugh. I was watching a video today on youtube where it was stated that schizophrenics laugh when hearing bad news. I remember the feeling of dread when trying to suppress it.Another affect of schizophrenia is numbness of emotion. These two things combined had got me questioning whether i had developed into a sociopath. We weight train together and before he started i checked online to make sure it was safe for him as he had a stroke so it's not that i actually don't care. I also wish for things like world peace and an end to hunger the normal stuff people hope for but i have to stop myself laughing when anyone tells me bad news and am emotionally numb so i feel like a bit of monster.