im a enfp and very hurt to read that. very hurt
Hi
i read that and i was so hurt
ive never been perfect or felt close,
i may have hurt others but i know my intentions were never to try hurt them,
my ex hurt me and ripped my heart time and time again
kept being with me physically saying he cared but couldnt committ again
it hurt me and i didnt let go cause i felt i loved him ( and maybe still do but i try denie)
he was never very complimentry he never made my ego feel good when things got bad, but i kept alive the picture of how it used to be
and reading that post about stringing them along really hurt me and made me feel cheap and miserable
it hurt my heart deeply and i stopped speaking to him las night, after 2 years of trying,
whats funny is i can get who ever i want and always have been able too, so it hurts when i cant get him back, only physically i can get him which means lil to me....
i think no one should string no one along
no one should play games on purpose, not games like"dont compliment them"
yes i hung around and fekt insecure and lil around him, yes it kept me tryin 2 perfect what was broken
BUT it aint right
it caused me depression, suicidal thoughts
constant thought of ending it, i had a social phobia... eating disorder,,
so many things due to feeling rejected and no longer wanted my him
the one person who tried to get me back when i had left
had done alot also,
it aint nice, and i believe he tries to play these games and knows me better than he shows.. he knows how to trigger my issues and me to hang round
NOT nice and not good to fuck with someone,
cause what i do is remember these memories and hurt other innocent guys who try by bein unwilling to committ and be loyal
!!
tryin my best to be my best
But that post hurt and im bein honest