Its my observation that NFPs dream job would be basically to just play all day
...you guys werent meant for work
damn, I just got busted!
you're right though..
even hearing the word "job" makes me feel like ugghh...
even in the most 'serene, beautiful, off-the-world' thing like MUSIC (which is what I'm trying to pave the path, to make it a full-time proffession *cross-finger*!), yet I just hate it so much when a family member, or a 'client' kept pushing me things like:
- "did you finish your JOB??"
- "have you get PAID for the JOB??"
- "have it made MONEY already? have you pulled out some clever marketing, promotional STRATEGY to WORK it wayy up to the top??"
(notice all the emphasized words)
guys,..I'm just trying to create & share the
beauty here..
seriously, why does everything has to involve around job, job, job, and money, money, money, and prospect, prospect, and prospect? .....*sigh* (I know I know..this is such a verryy problematic attitude in our SJ-oriented world we're living!)
I guess now I understand more clearly of why I've been procrastinating soo much in music,..maybe because due to the 'pressure' from others, I started viewing it as a mere "job" that NEEDS to "make big money" from it..
it's sad, and hurting me.. that such beautiful thing such as music could even be
'tainted' in this "money/job/prospect-oriented" world!...but I guess this is Reality, and what I could always do & keep in mind is: to never give-up, and do it
always for the sake of creating & sharing the beauty, as long as I'm still breathing, no matter what!