Sinmara
Not Your Therapist
- Joined
- Nov 9, 2009
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- 6w5
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- sp/sx
This is a big part of why people get away with sociopathic behavior. People actually believe crap like what you just said.
I was sociopathic for a while, and let me tell you, the intent to harm is there. Sociopaths know exactly what their doing, they just don't give a shit.
If you have an atheist belief system and survival of the fittest mentality, why the hell would you give a damn if something "hurts anothers feelings"? From that point of view, its down right stupid to care. It's only beneficial to care about someone if it somehow helps you, every thing is a business situation.
The fact that people justify shit like being a sociopath and being bipolar really pisses me off because it's so f&*&ing moronic.
It's adaptive behavior that people learn that they can get away with.
Be real with yourself. The whole "Poor dear, you can't feel empathy!" crap is the literally the dumbest thing I've ever heard.
Wake up.
You were not a sociopath. You are a narcissist. It's in the same Cluster B group of personality disorders and a person with one disorder tends to share characteristics of another. Your behavior reeks of narcissism to the point that it's giving me an "ew, gross" reaction.
I was raised by a high functioning sociopath. I've studied this for years and I know what they look like. You either are a sociopath or you are not. Possessing some sociopathic behavior traits does not make you a sociopath. It can mean a number of things, but in your case, you're just a narcissist with a self-serving sadistic streak, which is pretty normal for that PD. Read up on it and do something about yourself before you inflict yourself on anyone else.