The problem with being better than everyone else, is people tend to assume yeu're pretensious.
Yay despair.com quotes 4tw.
That being said, I *TRY* not to be... I *TRY* to be humble... it's just not in my nature. It's a serious uphill battle, because one of my main defenses to keep my poor little fragile (and it's frustratingly so at times >.< ) ego from going squish, is to put on an air of false intensity. I try to avoid really pulling people down, though over the years, I've grown quite a barbed tongue at times... it's not intentional, I've just been conditioned to think of these kinds of jokes. The problem is, my ability to "just let that one go" is nil. So I say it anyways. I generally appologise afterwards though >.> Which defeats the purpose so I try not to. But I should. Gah it's so complex ;_;
In any case, don't assume my making fun of yeu is intentionally mean please, it's reflex most of the time, and I do poke fun at myself as well. Though I also overinflate my ego at times as well >.>;;