CitizenErased
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I'm prone to get angry easily. My brother says I'm like the Hulk, because there's not a moment I don't have potential for rage, haha I don't get as angry as I used to, but the "pre-anger" discomfort is always there. I'm not particularly fond of being angry, but it's my way of being assertive (not a good one, I admit). When I feel I'm going to be angry, I just withdraw from people or punch a pillow, stab a stack of papaer with a pencil and that's about it. I draw or write something and I calm down. It's certainly empowering as much as it is "reckless", in the sense that you don't get to choose what comes out of your mouth at the moment. But it's therapeutic to vent without being able to think of consequences.
I'm from a family that comes from the south of Italy, I don't know if it has something to do, but we're all "spicy" when it comes to getting angry. So, in a way, I guess that if my childhood had been different, I'd have been angry less times, but in equal amount. I tend to bottle up, which is part of my personality, regardless of good/bad life experiences.
I'm from a family that comes from the south of Italy, I don't know if it has something to do, but we're all "spicy" when it comes to getting angry. So, in a way, I guess that if my childhood had been different, I'd have been angry less times, but in equal amount. I tend to bottle up, which is part of my personality, regardless of good/bad life experiences.