I took a tons of MBTI tests. Sometimes I got an INFJ and sometines an INFP. I was studying cognitive functions and watching the way I think and behave and I was confused because sometimes I behaved and thought as an INFJ and sometings as an INFP. Whenever I was reading articles about INFJ cogn. functions and I thought "Yeah! That´s me!", immediately I started "And what if I only wish to be an INFJ so I persuade myself that this is me" I understand this thoughts because of my scrupulosity and some kind of OCD thoughts. In the end I end up flowing in this confusions and I am unable to figure it out. Therefore help.
- I´m future-oriented. I think of every future version that might happen, then I create solution for every one of them and try to prepare for most likely future version from now.
- I´m also past-oriented, because I´m able to remember situations for years and I tend to overthink some strong experiences.
- I heard from a lot of people things like: "Wow! You noticed it, it´s so interesting. I´ve never noticed it before. Cool!"
- I use abbreviations, drawings, signs anf arrow keys in my notes a lot.
- I need meaning in everything and have very strong value system. I would never do anything against my values or without deeper meaning.
- I hate when somebody only beat around the bush. I want to know the point. Anyway, as I watched myself I reaize that I also do it, so I try to make my prologues shorter. I also dislike explaining things twice.
- I sometimes get stuck in speech, in big group (for ex. 20 people). My thoughts are too complicated, sometimes they are just not interested or not listening. Also when everyone is looking at me I become very uneasy. Anyway, this can happen because I tend to stutter. On the other hand, when with my closest friends I´m sometimes pretty extroverted.
- before stressing occasion (for ex. an exam) I´m kind of childish. I sing (silently), behave funny in order to break stressing enviroment which my classmates create. But right before the exam my cheerful mood disappear and I stress a lot too.
- I learned to draw and play guitar by myself and I´m pretty good in both.
- I write a fiction. I keep a whole story in my head in form of snapshots and short situations.
- music helps me a lot to think, imagine and relax
- I´m easy distracted, moody and very sensitive. I tend to take things personally.
- when I´m angry I keep it for myself and explode when I´m with my family and I can speak out.
- I feel deep desire to help people and making them happy fills me.
- I prefer spiritual and eternal things and happiness before material.
- I love philosophy and teology.
- my feelings and emotions are usualy readable from my face.