I feel like I have at least one but more like many some fundamental blockages holdings me back and preventing me from being who I want and need to be. So if I could change ONE thing about myself, I would clear that blockage so I could flow, like water, through life and be the force I was meant to be.
I've used the analogy of water before, and I stand by it.
Currently, I feel frustrated.
I want to feel Authentic and I want to feel Alive.
On a superficial level this means I wish I were more honest, or just honest. I wish I could handle, process, and express the emotions of anger and sadness better, without shame, guilt, fear, self-consciousness, or hang ups.
I wish I could be terrified of things and still jump in, both arms ready to embrace the future.