soneÄka
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- Joined
- Dec 8, 2016
- Messages
- 13
- MBTI Type
- INXX
- Enneagram
- 459
That's a few reasons why I can identify with each instinctual variant.
So: I think in terms of communities and how they relate to me as an individual. I'm overly sensitive to people's opinion and how we interweave. I collect and grow to convey a message. But... I don't want to be part of any community. I want to shine over them and leave. I almost take for granted that I have so in my instinctual stacking.
Sp: I'm very protective of my space, affected by the aesthetic appearence and the order of things. I have an hypersensitive body, a good link between the external and the internal world, and I take care of it in order to avoid the pain. I'm overly cautious and reserved. But... I have no practical sense, the internal tension to grow up for myself is something I miss. I want to grow up to be finally absorbed and leave myself.
Sx: my spine. I feel like I need it. I want the connection but I miss it. I'm deeply competitive. I remember what was being constantly absorbed during the childhood. I love intimacy and beauty, but maybe in a sp way: I'm dependent by the physical state of love, the body only gets completed. The mind stay detatched, frustrated, always: things run away over my eyes. But the more they run, the more I cease living.
I'm almost for sure a 4. Maybe a 9. 495 or 459. I relate to social instinct. I relate to sexual 4 but not sexual instinct. I relate to self preservation instinct but not sp 4. What am I?
So: I think in terms of communities and how they relate to me as an individual. I'm overly sensitive to people's opinion and how we interweave. I collect and grow to convey a message. But... I don't want to be part of any community. I want to shine over them and leave. I almost take for granted that I have so in my instinctual stacking.
Sp: I'm very protective of my space, affected by the aesthetic appearence and the order of things. I have an hypersensitive body, a good link between the external and the internal world, and I take care of it in order to avoid the pain. I'm overly cautious and reserved. But... I have no practical sense, the internal tension to grow up for myself is something I miss. I want to grow up to be finally absorbed and leave myself.
Sx: my spine. I feel like I need it. I want the connection but I miss it. I'm deeply competitive. I remember what was being constantly absorbed during the childhood. I love intimacy and beauty, but maybe in a sp way: I'm dependent by the physical state of love, the body only gets completed. The mind stay detatched, frustrated, always: things run away over my eyes. But the more they run, the more I cease living.
I'm almost for sure a 4. Maybe a 9. 495 or 459. I relate to social instinct. I relate to sexual 4 but not sexual instinct. I relate to self preservation instinct but not sp 4. What am I?