BerberElla
12 and a half weeks
- Joined
- Sep 25, 2008
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You're not sure you actually want them as much as you thought you did?
Anyone else ever have this happen to them?
It's just that in the first time in 4 years I have actually starting talking back to people who attempt to make friends with me, I've been out for a meal and a drink with some other ladies, and much as I really wanted and sought out this human contact, I'm beginning to doubt the wisdom of this course.
I'm sitting there having a conversation with one part of my mind watching it from a distance, judging and assessing what I'm hearing, balancing it against what I have experienced before when I have had friends and I'm not sure it's all worth it.
Do you ever do this? seek out contact then reject it before it can consume and drain you?
Anyone else ever have this happen to them?
It's just that in the first time in 4 years I have actually starting talking back to people who attempt to make friends with me, I've been out for a meal and a drink with some other ladies, and much as I really wanted and sought out this human contact, I'm beginning to doubt the wisdom of this course.
I'm sitting there having a conversation with one part of my mind watching it from a distance, judging and assessing what I'm hearing, balancing it against what I have experienced before when I have had friends and I'm not sure it's all worth it.
Do you ever do this? seek out contact then reject it before it can consume and drain you?