Oh, yes the 'Omniscient Swami Parts' etc. part. Actually, when I read the part highlighted by Desert Flower I thought, 'Wow, that person is full of themselves' and then I was like, wha
I wrote that?
Hahahhahaha.
To give some context for it, I must have been annoyed and I was thinking of some specific accusations levelled at me in the past (for being dramatic, overly sensitive etc.) and the patterns of people around me and well, that my life is actually pretty even keeled and others' around me has so much unecessary drama.
So in summation, the message to all the haters out there (who are actually in my head) was:
I don't have the drama because
I have my act together unlike
you!! You hear me?? You have the problem not me!! How dare you judge me!!! I'm awesome the way I am!!" I think I needed to pat myself on the back and have a moment, and aren't we all allowed those moments? Aren't we???? LOLZ.
But Protean, I get what you are saying about 'drama'. To me, life is drama. It's conflict, romance, desire, challenge, misfortune, victory, loss, and a roller coaster of emotions. It's awesome. It takes a lot of energy to live and carve out your space and it involves clashing and dealing with things and people who push your buttons, get in your way, step on your toes, etc. And you will invariably will be competing with others, getting in their space, etc.
Life and drama is really about the world and other people. True, there's no way to completely avoid drama but then, would you want to?
I don't mind that kind of existential drama. It's just the 'nucking futs' drama and negative energy drama and instigating of spats and liars kind of drama that I want to avoid.
And breaking it down to the chemistry and conflict of typology, some types and some people will just rub you the wrong way or is more rife for conflict and misunderstanding. It's not really any one person's "fault" or even that someone is "wrong" it's just the push and pull of egos and lives and history.
So much of life and 'drama' is in perception. You change that, you change your focus, and you've got it 80% figured out.
And omg, I sound like Miss Swami Pants don't I again.
At least I don't have pom-poms and doing the