Thalassa
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- Joined
- May 3, 2009
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- MBTI Type
- ISFP
- Enneagram
- 6w7
- Instinctual Variant
- sx
I am very interested in NPs and their own awareness or issues with Si. I think I have especially strong Si for an ENFP (to the point of strongly questioning being INFP, or even ESFJ at one point; the former is possible but not probable, the latter most probably not the case).
I was haunted by a feeling of needing to be "normal" or meet certain requirements to be "a real grown-up" as a young adult, and in times of great emotional stress I start to have thoughts like if I had certain external accomplishments as symbols of my "normality" that I would be happier. I talked to an SJ that said he feels a similar way!
I also have a long memory, love living in my memories at times (Fi/Si loop), am comforted by order (especially when other people create it, ha), and I'm sure there are other things I'm missing...I know in deeply unhealthy phases I've experienced the ENxP inferior Si tendency toward extreme anxiety and hypochondria.
I was haunted by a feeling of needing to be "normal" or meet certain requirements to be "a real grown-up" as a young adult, and in times of great emotional stress I start to have thoughts like if I had certain external accomplishments as symbols of my "normality" that I would be happier. I talked to an SJ that said he feels a similar way!
I also have a long memory, love living in my memories at times (Fi/Si loop), am comforted by order (especially when other people create it, ha), and I'm sure there are other things I'm missing...I know in deeply unhealthy phases I've experienced the ENxP inferior Si tendency toward extreme anxiety and hypochondria.