when you know you could start a cult, and people would probably join, but don't because it goes against your beliefs to force beliefs on others. but yet you've seriously thought about it, because loud religious people have annoyed you so much. and you keep babbling even after the other person gets the point, and then you wonder if what you just said made any sense.
(i'm talking a real cult like for realz for realz)
I'd be the God basically.
Will need to build on that.
EDIT: No, no, no.. That would be too much work. I need to create different Gods... and eventually cause some kind of a conflict between more naturalistic, in-tune with earth and nature people and the more technologically advanced cyberpunk society. Each worshiping their own Gods and waging war throughout the universe. That is my dream.