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The Destroyer
- Joined
- Apr 24, 2007
- Messages
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- MBTI Type
- ISTP
- Enneagram
- 5w4
- Instinctual Variant
- so/sx
I've been trying to revamp my life and all, but sometimes I've really got to ask how silly it is really. Every single morning I have the ability to pretend that it's the beginning of a new chapter... which sort of takes the novelty/newness out of it, you know? What's it really mean to be a new, shiny person when your emotions triggered by stressful experiences are the same, your past is the same, and everyone still sees the same continuous person.
I'm trying though.
Spring helps a lot. I love the spring. The allergies can get pretty bad for me a week or two, but not as bad as late summer/fall allergies... The breeze, the trees blooming. The first heatwave of year slays us all into lounging, mall-leeching persons. The first kite-flying. Tulips. Daffodils. The sun rising before you. The chill under the sheets the first morning after you are lulled into leaving the window wide open through the night. The moody, changing weather.
I'm trying though.
Spring helps a lot. I love the spring. The allergies can get pretty bad for me a week or two, but not as bad as late summer/fall allergies... The breeze, the trees blooming. The first heatwave of year slays us all into lounging, mall-leeching persons. The first kite-flying. Tulips. Daffodils. The sun rising before you. The chill under the sheets the first morning after you are lulled into leaving the window wide open through the night. The moody, changing weather.
