Ghost of the dead horse
filling some space
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I had a major disagreement with my girlfriend yesterday, thinking she was no good.
We talked.
We had a set day for picnic + movie today.. (with not just her, but with 2 great friends of ours).
and I was blown away.
We had great talk, great consideration for one another.. deep talk, important talk.. not just me and her, but everyone of us in the picnic. A picnic of braniacs, wise people.. PhD, Engineer, etc.. unbelievable mood, understanding, talk.. feeling of understanding one another.
Perhaps the possibility of imminent abandonment of the courtship with me and my girlfriend accentuated the situation for me.
Noticing the ideas we have, the moods.. the music, the feeling.. the wine, the talk.. everything we had.. the feeling of disappointment turned into a feeling of love.
I still feel that now.
Even though my feeling of the movie was great and they almost think it sucked
So I tell you, some of you are damned important and bring tears to my eyes for considering you.
Love
Santtu
<3
p.s. Don't neglect this drunken message
We talked.
We had a set day for picnic + movie today.. (with not just her, but with 2 great friends of ours).
and I was blown away.
We had great talk, great consideration for one another.. deep talk, important talk.. not just me and her, but everyone of us in the picnic. A picnic of braniacs, wise people.. PhD, Engineer, etc.. unbelievable mood, understanding, talk.. feeling of understanding one another.
Perhaps the possibility of imminent abandonment of the courtship with me and my girlfriend accentuated the situation for me.
Noticing the ideas we have, the moods.. the music, the feeling.. the wine, the talk.. everything we had.. the feeling of disappointment turned into a feeling of love.
I still feel that now.
Even though my feeling of the movie was great and they almost think it sucked
So I tell you, some of you are damned important and bring tears to my eyes for considering you.
Love
Santtu
<3
p.s. Don't neglect this drunken message