the tritype stuff i'll have to get back to you on that. the theories are all over the place, and i need to finish formulating dimensions 2 and 3 before i get to the 7th or whatever that is otherwise my orbits will get all fucked up and you know i need my gravity in place to sleep soundly at night. it is certainly interesting, i just need more confidence in my overall reading so i don't feel like i'm getting all conspiracy theory and like i'm unchecked by any extroverted rationality talk-testing language certainty.
explain to me the so thing. so / what? that's interesting. i've mentioned a very good infp friend of mine who i think you'd get along with amazingly well. i can't read him as sx or so, but i'd been leaning towards sx but now you are showing me a picture that seems to call mine into question and i'm already leaning towards agreeing with you about a claim you're not even making for anyone but yourself. how do you relate to restlessness? my friend has a huge feeling of restlessness that bottles up, but he is kind of isolated and hyperaware of it. he also described it as getting bored with anything rather quickly and needing new bursts of inspiration regularly. i may have mistakenly attributed this to sx, when in fact it could be a much broader variety of things. i know i also feel like i'm seeking, i'm pursuing something aggressively, i need to feel like that, i'm hyperaware of what i want in the moment even when i don't know what i ultimately want, etc. my friend is also much more considerate socially than i am, much much more. i'm wondering how you relate to this picture i'm painting. he showed me his passport picture the other day and he had a fiercely idealistic kind of militantly intense stare that i imagine you relating to very much. i've always oscillated between 4w5 and 9w1 with him because i see the 1 so strongly, more than anything else immediately. but his music taste just screams 4, and his language for discussing it, his desire for originality, honesty, embracing duality, validating the experience of the depraved and seedy subjectivities, etc. which would be closer to you than 9.
sorry if i'm hijacking this.
regarding 5w6s, i'm thinking of the counterphobic 5w6s i know. i don't know how to describe the energy but i feel it immediately. in more unhealthy examples, it results in extreme brashness, confrontation, etc, while being filled with disdain for the stupidity of others, a dark sardonic humor, and a high contrast maybe kind of frank miller-y. i'd be interested in doing a quick study and looking at brit subcultures and counterphobic 5w6. seems like it would be a pretty awesome gang leader. and of course this is how i see mark e smith. the seething underneath, very droll dry humor when in a good mood, extremely moody, aggressive and detecting others as menacing and responding in a very snarling kind of wolflish way. brooding too. this is probably more the sx/sp type. i've also known an sp/so type who was extremely conflicted and equally disdainful and just as ready to cut you off forever if you crossed paths the wrong way, but he wasn't as confrontational and his fear lead to a less physically alarmed/explosive energy/aggressive response.
the counterphobic 5w6 sx/sp males i've been around are unsettling to me. their immediate distrust/alarm/hyperinflated threat detection makes me feel like i always have to be on edge. i can't really handle it, it feels needlessly stressful to me. but i am talking about seriously counterphobic probably with some serious trauma in their pasts and the biggest trust issues i've ever seen.