me me me, too [MENTION=5746]Auburn[/MENTION]
Hi there Vasilisa!
I think your type may be
Fe(Si)
But firstly, I want to say that your type is one of the ones I've found to be least understood. It is the same function order as
ESFJ (Fe-Si-Ne-Ti)
But a different dynamic of how they interact with each other.
We are still in the process of rewriting all the type profiles based on the different dynamics the functions possess, but yours is one that is a bit more complete than others. I'd like to share with you a bit of what we have:
An Fe(Si) is an individual whose primary concern is being in ethical alignment to the world of people, as well as internally aligned with their logic. You are first and foremost a
Reasoning type. As life passes by you, your mind is constantly analyzing situations, both emotionally and dispassionately, to try to understand where to stand on a matter. If something doesn't make sense to you, you will see no reason to adhere to it; it would simply be illogical to do so. This spans to the emotional world as well, and perhaps especially in this realm.
This type uses a wheel of feedback between what makes sense in the world of people and what is internally consistent, logically. In this sense, you resembles the
INTP type most closely than any other, as that type also has a feedback-wheel of outer ethics (Fe) and internal logic (Ti). This is what we call the
Ti/Fe Outer Wheel.
The next prevailing part of your psyche is the way in which you take in information. The way you reason is via outer ethics and inner logic, but the way in which the world appears before you and in interpreted is via internalized memories (Si) and imaginative possibilities (Ne). This is another psychic wheel which oscillates between the memories we already possess and playfully theorizes to try to fill in the gaps of what we do not know. It's like playdough. The mind starts out with concrete data of the past, then it plays with it (playing the "what if" game) to see what it can come up with. But all these possibilities and probabilities are of secondary importance. The process of brainstorming is subordinate to the process of proper decision making. Theorizing only really aides insomuch as one can deduce from it the proper ethical/logical principles to stand upon. As such this
Si/Ne Inner Wheel is smaller and takes up less past of the psyche.
Fe:
Delving further into the details of what all this means, you have Fe (Extroverted Feeling) as your primary function. This does not mean you are an extrovert by the common sense of the word. The I/E dichotomy is one of the ones that produces the most misconceptions due how it is commonly seen know as habit-dependent (whether one likes to spend time indoors or go out to events) rather than on how the mind operates. Having your primary function as extroverted simply designates what part of reality it is concerned with. For you this would be the world of Living Things (generally people, but not exclusively). Your relationship to other living people is of most concern.
When a relationship with another human is not right, Fe will feel a wrongness within itself. It will also have a high level of sensitivity at identifying the status of the relationships others have to others. It is a type of emotional-Radar that picks up on the signals, body language, and tones others emit. It then adjusts itself to give a proper response to that vibe. It may even have a tendency to overdo it and adjust (sacrifice) too much of themselves for the sake of a situation or person. Overall the ideal it strives for is Harmony; for all relationships to be right with themselves and for it to be right with everybody.
Si:
Next, Si (Introverted Sensation) This is the primary form of perception for this type. When this type looks at a situation, the first thing it recognizes is what is Familiar. It will have specific things it may like to be certain ways and be very nostalgic. It likes consistency within itself and generally considers that an admirable trait in others. It will rely on past experiences and often bring them up in a topic as support to point out a claim, or prove a point. It is not very future oriented in this sense. The future is looked at mostly in relation to the past and how the past will repeat itself in the future.
Ne:
However, that sense of propagating-the-past may be intercepted by a playful and imaginary sense of possibility (Ne: Extroverted Intuition). Fe(Si) will be predictable maybe 90% of the time, but have a 10% level of randomness where a child-like, quirky spontaneity will take over. This imaginative side may propose different ideas, or want to change how things have been done for a long time. It may reorganize environments or dabble with different art forms. But generally these spurts are short lived. They can be catalysts for needed change, but the Fe(Si) will phase out of it soon enough and resume their sense of stability in Si.
Ti:
Lastly, Ti (Introverted Thinking) serves as a sort of "checker" to all the other functions. Particularly to Ne's silly ideas. Fe(Si) will be prone to double-think things and play the "no, wait" game as they try to fine tune their understanding of things. Ti will give this type the ability to moderate its emotional world by being a type of feeling-deconstructor. It is the Fe(Si)'s lifesaver for their own emotional turmoils. Often the Fe(Si) will enter a detached state and view their emotions as something that is happening to them but not entirely "them" as they filter the emotions through the Ti-troubleshoot. But after the screening process is complete, and the self understood, the emotions will return again to the owner, as Ti is not the most dominant part of this type's personality.
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Physiognomically, this type will display a Stop-Start between their articulation and their processing. When processing/thinking their face will go flat/dead, and then revive again with emotion and gracefulness/warmth when it has found the words.
The eyes will also engage in
deflecting often; moving around freely and blinking. When in memory recall or brainstorming, their brow may shrivel as they search their inventory for the right perspective.
Their hands will have a preciseness to them, jittery and calculated. And their body's movements will be intentional, conducted. Their body may also feel like it 'freezes up' as it struggles to formulate a difficult thought.
A celebrity example of this type would be:
Fe(Si) Emma Watson: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XK6FYKDzXc