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So very tired... :zzz:
I feel afraid to let my emotions run amok. I'm afraid I might be swept away by these emotions and never achieve a clarity that I feel I need. The funny thing is these emotions are actually positive (probably)..so in essence I'm refusing to let myself feel happy because I don't want any decisions to be made while I'm "not myself"..I feel like I'm losing this battle to keep my emotions in check...I don't trust that I'll be able to get back to the "right" state of mind once I let the emotions flood. I wish I could fall asleep and not deal with these things right now..but I can't. The emotions are keeping me up..I wish these emotions would go away, even if they are positive.
I think I have some major F issues...this cannot be healthy.
Eww! Snuggling! :3 /trolling