Dreamer
Potential is My Addiction
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Do you feel you identified with your dominant function growing up? Meaning, did you claim that sense of being, as "you"? The identity you latched onto.
No way did I know of Typology or any personality science as a kid, and as strong as I felt my internal emotions and quickly learned which things were beneficial for my emotions and which were not, I didn't identify with my emotions. So, what I mean is, my identity was not wrapped up in my emotions. Instead, I always felt my weirdness, or, my oddball way of seeing things was my identity, my uniqueness. Thinking back, I can see this as the sole reason as to why it was so important for me to find friendships that allowed me to play in this space, now I know it as Ne. Yes, being able to express my emotions and feel them without being labeled as gay, by the other boys in my class would have been much appreciated, but it was my weirdness that always felt shut down and therefore, left me unhappy growing up. It's when I actively try to suppress it, well, more accurately, when I actively prevent others from seeing it rather than allowing it flourish and giving it the freedom and attention it craves, that I tend to feel most ingenuine of myself.
No way did I know of Typology or any personality science as a kid, and as strong as I felt my internal emotions and quickly learned which things were beneficial for my emotions and which were not, I didn't identify with my emotions. So, what I mean is, my identity was not wrapped up in my emotions. Instead, I always felt my weirdness, or, my oddball way of seeing things was my identity, my uniqueness. Thinking back, I can see this as the sole reason as to why it was so important for me to find friendships that allowed me to play in this space, now I know it as Ne. Yes, being able to express my emotions and feel them without being labeled as gay, by the other boys in my class would have been much appreciated, but it was my weirdness that always felt shut down and therefore, left me unhappy growing up. It's when I actively try to suppress it, well, more accurately, when I actively prevent others from seeing it rather than allowing it flourish and giving it the freedom and attention it craves, that I tend to feel most ingenuine of myself.