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Oberon
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I think whatevs should have her own radio show.
it'd be a call in show... and I'd need a sidekick!
I just got the ultimate bitch slap from those who I had been raised to beleive would protect me, and I got it at the most vulnerable moment... and it made me mad
when younger I just got mad about things like inequality... you know, the basic stuff that people should be irked by
all the coffee you'd like Oberon! And who could resist the wonderful perverseness of an ExTP radio show!
and I've tried forgiving, but this really isn't something forgivable... or maybe I'm not a very nice person, but yeah... Some people do things that are beyond the scope of me being able to forgive
Well then, count me in!
Remember, whatevs, forgiving someone doesn't really benefit them in the long run... it benefits you. If you don't find a way to let it go, this issue may do you serious long-term harm.
and I've tried forgiving, but this really isn't something forgivable... or maybe I'm not a very nice person, but yeah... Some people do things that are beyond the scope of me being able to forgive
I'm aware of that point... but what they did wasn't something that's really easily forgivable at all... I'm mad at them, I'm mad at the justice system, I'm mad at the unfairness of the whole thing... I'm still mad at me, even though years of therapy have told me that it isn't my fault. The fucking police told me that it was and that I got what I had coming to me :steam:
I need to get over it or my coping mechanisms will kill me
I'm aware of that point... but what they did wasn't something that's really easily forgivable at all... I'm mad at them, I'm mad at the justice system, I'm mad at the unfairness of the whole thing... I'm still mad at me, even though years of therapy have told me that it isn't my fault. The fucking police told me that it was and that I got what I had coming to me :steam:
I'm even more angry at the knowlege that the same thing happens to people every day and they get the same response... where is justice?
risky behavior ftw!
distractions with Se... brought to you by whatever!
yes, If this were movie world I'd strike back
I have a nice home, a wonderful man, a loving family and my job plans are even starting to pan out... and yet somewhere in the back of my mind, and in my muscles, I feel an overwhelming need to punch something
I don't get it... it's like underneath the surface I'm amazingly angry about something... and I can't even figure out what! I've always been known for having a flash temper in my family and by my friends- I'm quick to set off and I get over the actual being angry quite quickly as well... but for some reason, for just about as long as I can remember, there's been some sense of being angry sitting somewhere farther back in my mind
I KNOW it's not right- I have nothing to be mad about that consistently... and to express it towards someone or something undeserving is against my beleifs in decency and politeness... so it just sits there and waits and occasionally seeps out a bit towards those who are deemed deserving of some snark
I've spent years in therapy, I used to box, I get plenty of exercize and it won't leave... I don't know why
why the fuck can't I just be normal? I can't even think of a reason for this! Anyone else identify... or better yet- does anyone have a solution that works?
lol... going off and being antisocial... that would be tempting until it would occur to me that I'm not the most interesting company for me since I always know what I'm going to say (ok... sometimes aware )
I'd probably be the one working hard to set injustices straight and getting my own personal revenge... all with cool special effects and a badass costume