Tonitrum
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- INTJ
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- sx/so
NOTE: This post is copied from Reddit, and knowning Reddit for either It's annoying mods that remove your post for no reason, or some spam bot out of the blue filtered it as a spam, so I moved it here, hoping to get responses.
I used to be typed ISFP previously, but the whole Fi dom just seems too wachy and overly-soft for what my personality has to offer. I have been in this MBTI community for far too long (Since 2016), and used to be jumping a lot between types. At first I did not care what type I am, but I started to care too much when I have been typed IxFP in a consistent manner with enneagram 4.
1. How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
I am 22 years old right now, I have recently finished school and now I am working on some poor job. I have been diagnosed with OCD for over many years right now. Dealing with paranoia, anxiety and anger issues, especialy revolving around my personality and self-image.
I'm generaly not much talkative person unless I am asked of to put on my input on any subject, usualy I am not involved in affairs that do not concern or interest me, I am not someone who likes to get over-involved.
What I do daily? I typicaly sit at home, watch youtube, sometimes go outside with my acquaintances. There are 2 days a week I go to work and thats all.
I am unsure of my hobbies, as I not found myself one yet, I guess my interests are jungian psychology.
2. Is there a medical diagnosis that impact your mental/comportamental stability somehow?
As I mentioned before, I am diagnosed with OCD. Usualy it impairs with my daily life as I tend to be over-fixated on a problem and desparatedly trying to get a hold of control over the problem and search for solutions quickly, I do not like holding up.
3. Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
Not that I remember off. I did not have any religious structures at all in my life, all I ever lived with was with my father, who would force me to learn home whatever he gave me (Usualy math and reading/writing) outside the school, I usualy disliked this because I would otherwise did not have much free time to do what I want or what is in my interests.
4. What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?
I'm currently In a protected work enviroment, not the free market. I honestly do not like it much, because it is not my kind of type of work. If I had the degree, I would work on some high class work that would actualy entertain me (Be in my personal interests) and earn me good money.
5. If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I'd certainly feel lonely. Not enough that I already not much of a social person without that many friends, spending entire week alone would just make me more lonely than ever.
6. What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage in?
When it comes to sport, the type of activities I'd like to engage is exercise. It is important to me to stay in good shape - Good shape means good self-image, well appart from the fact that I am short which limits my clothing and making me feel small.
7. How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I'd sure I have, I'd say It's more conceptual. My conceptual ideas revolve around designing my ideal video game, implementing all of the game mechanics (Combining the best from other genres/games and combining them with my own), to create the masterpiece.
I do certnaily also think about future events and fantasy stuff, I like to write stories and materilise them as a form of animation.
8. Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
This depends, if I am to lead multiple people at once, then not, as I do not consider myself proficient in extreme social situations unless it has my own personal interests in it. I do like to take the leading role when I am with close acquaintances, as I get to choose which place of interests to go check in and which activity to participate in.
9. Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
I would say I am slightly am, though it tends to change and adapt overtime, I'm not sure if I coordinate and plan into extreme far future such as imagining myself 2 years in the future or more.
10. What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
I'm definitely more tuned to present and all It's luxury and pleasures it has to offer. I'm kind of love-hate with my past, sometimes I have good memories, sometimes I remember really embarrassing moments and very stupid decisions I make that I wish not to ponder over. I am very vary of the future, I usualy always more prefer to enjoy the present moment as much as possible and not overthink the future deadlines.
11. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
Unless It's not an close acquaintances, I usualy ignore anyone who ask me of "Help", because I am not interested in involving myself in things that does not concern me.
12. Do you need logical consistency in your life?
I need logical consistency in life, as it allows me to have control over myself, my choices, my future plans, so yes, I do need logical consistency, especialy when it comes to organisational one.
.13 How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
The way I imagine efficiency and productivity, is finding the best method which provides efficiency and best result with the least effort. So yes it is important to me, but not in a way that it entirely takes over my life - I.e, More work than my body and mind can take.
14. Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
I control others in a way of manipulating others without them knowning it, unless I need to directly assert my control over them when my cues arent being read, usualy expressing it via anger and openly stating my needs.
15. What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
My hobbies currently are Story-writing and Psychology. Psychology allows me to gain insight of myself and others, allows me to read what are other's motives, knowning how humans function, etc. I do like story-writing, because I do like inserting and immersing myself in those stories, as in my own story of my life.
16. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
My learning style is to memorize it and think of my own efficient ways of doing a task, I would say my weakest place would be creativity, so many people out there manage to come up with so many creative and cool ideas, oftentimes when I come up with my own ideas, they often come as bland or restricitive and feel very uninspired and uncreative, not something that attracts the others.
17. What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
When it comes to relations to others, I am uncomfortable where I am required to express myself and my emotions to someone just to open up, I'm not a person who easility opens ups to others for free. I am often vary with this because I do not want to be seen as overly-vulnerable or overly-needy to others, because I consider those qualities as weaknesses.
18. How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I do have moments where I find myself quite isolated from the external world, I often find that I have more comfort in my mind, rather than having to be fully in the real world constantly to socialise with others.
19. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
It takes me time to come up with a decision, because first and foremost, I consider tha ups and downs of a decision, I decide which decision has the most benefits in it and I go for it. I do tend to change my mind when I see that the other choice might actualy yeld better outcomes.
20. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
It takes me quite long to process emotions, but usualy I try not to pay attention to them as I consider emotions as a form of vulnerability, therefore having others controling you and seeing you as overly-needy and weak.
21. What is the ideal life, in your opinion?
In ideal life for me would be having good and respectable profession and degree, one that would provide me enjoyment and a lot of money, having friends and people whom I can actualy rely on, trust on, without getting sort of "Backstabbed" or "Betrayed" in a way that I am being controlled and taken advantage of. I do kinda see an ideal life as being popular actor of sort, an famous icon.
I used to be typed ISFP previously, but the whole Fi dom just seems too wachy and overly-soft for what my personality has to offer. I have been in this MBTI community for far too long (Since 2016), and used to be jumping a lot between types. At first I did not care what type I am, but I started to care too much when I have been typed IxFP in a consistent manner with enneagram 4.
1. How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
I am 22 years old right now, I have recently finished school and now I am working on some poor job. I have been diagnosed with OCD for over many years right now. Dealing with paranoia, anxiety and anger issues, especialy revolving around my personality and self-image.
I'm generaly not much talkative person unless I am asked of to put on my input on any subject, usualy I am not involved in affairs that do not concern or interest me, I am not someone who likes to get over-involved.
What I do daily? I typicaly sit at home, watch youtube, sometimes go outside with my acquaintances. There are 2 days a week I go to work and thats all.
I am unsure of my hobbies, as I not found myself one yet, I guess my interests are jungian psychology.
2. Is there a medical diagnosis that impact your mental/comportamental stability somehow?
As I mentioned before, I am diagnosed with OCD. Usualy it impairs with my daily life as I tend to be over-fixated on a problem and desparatedly trying to get a hold of control over the problem and search for solutions quickly, I do not like holding up.
3. Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
Not that I remember off. I did not have any religious structures at all in my life, all I ever lived with was with my father, who would force me to learn home whatever he gave me (Usualy math and reading/writing) outside the school, I usualy disliked this because I would otherwise did not have much free time to do what I want or what is in my interests.
4. What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?
I'm currently In a protected work enviroment, not the free market. I honestly do not like it much, because it is not my kind of type of work. If I had the degree, I would work on some high class work that would actualy entertain me (Be in my personal interests) and earn me good money.
5. If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
I'd certainly feel lonely. Not enough that I already not much of a social person without that many friends, spending entire week alone would just make me more lonely than ever.
6. What is your relation with movement and your surroundings? For instance do you prefer a sport or outdoors event? If an outdoors event what is it? And why? If not what type of activities do you tend to engage in?
When it comes to sport, the type of activities I'd like to engage is exercise. It is important to me to stay in good shape - Good shape means good self-image, well appart from the fact that I am short which limits my clothing and making me feel small.
7. How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
I'd sure I have, I'd say It's more conceptual. My conceptual ideas revolve around designing my ideal video game, implementing all of the game mechanics (Combining the best from other genres/games and combining them with my own), to create the masterpiece.
I do certnaily also think about future events and fantasy stuff, I like to write stories and materilise them as a form of animation.
8. Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
This depends, if I am to lead multiple people at once, then not, as I do not consider myself proficient in extreme social situations unless it has my own personal interests in it. I do like to take the leading role when I am with close acquaintances, as I get to choose which place of interests to go check in and which activity to participate in.
9. Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
I would say I am slightly am, though it tends to change and adapt overtime, I'm not sure if I coordinate and plan into extreme far future such as imagining myself 2 years in the future or more.
10. What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
I'm definitely more tuned to present and all It's luxury and pleasures it has to offer. I'm kind of love-hate with my past, sometimes I have good memories, sometimes I remember really embarrassing moments and very stupid decisions I make that I wish not to ponder over. I am very vary of the future, I usualy always more prefer to enjoy the present moment as much as possible and not overthink the future deadlines.
11. How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
Unless It's not an close acquaintances, I usualy ignore anyone who ask me of "Help", because I am not interested in involving myself in things that does not concern me.
12. Do you need logical consistency in your life?
I need logical consistency in life, as it allows me to have control over myself, my choices, my future plans, so yes, I do need logical consistency, especialy when it comes to organisational one.
.13 How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
The way I imagine efficiency and productivity, is finding the best method which provides efficiency and best result with the least effort. So yes it is important to me, but not in a way that it entirely takes over my life - I.e, More work than my body and mind can take.
14. Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
I control others in a way of manipulating others without them knowning it, unless I need to directly assert my control over them when my cues arent being read, usualy expressing it via anger and openly stating my needs.
15. What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
My hobbies currently are Story-writing and Psychology. Psychology allows me to gain insight of myself and others, allows me to read what are other's motives, knowning how humans function, etc. I do like story-writing, because I do like inserting and immersing myself in those stories, as in my own story of my life.
16. What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
My learning style is to memorize it and think of my own efficient ways of doing a task, I would say my weakest place would be creativity, so many people out there manage to come up with so many creative and cool ideas, oftentimes when I come up with my own ideas, they often come as bland or restricitive and feel very uninspired and uncreative, not something that attracts the others.
17. What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
When it comes to relations to others, I am uncomfortable where I am required to express myself and my emotions to someone just to open up, I'm not a person who easility opens ups to others for free. I am often vary with this because I do not want to be seen as overly-vulnerable or overly-needy to others, because I consider those qualities as weaknesses.
18. How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
I do have moments where I find myself quite isolated from the external world, I often find that I have more comfort in my mind, rather than having to be fully in the real world constantly to socialise with others.
19. How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
It takes me time to come up with a decision, because first and foremost, I consider tha ups and downs of a decision, I decide which decision has the most benefits in it and I go for it. I do tend to change my mind when I see that the other choice might actualy yeld better outcomes.
20. How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
It takes me quite long to process emotions, but usualy I try not to pay attention to them as I consider emotions as a form of vulnerability, therefore having others controling you and seeing you as overly-needy and weak.
21. What is the ideal life, in your opinion?
In ideal life for me would be having good and respectable profession and degree, one that would provide me enjoyment and a lot of money, having friends and people whom I can actualy rely on, trust on, without getting sort of "Backstabbed" or "Betrayed" in a way that I am being controlled and taken advantage of. I do kinda see an ideal life as being popular actor of sort, an famous icon.
