Mal12345
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- Joined
- Apr 19, 2011
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- MBTI Type
- IxTP
- Enneagram
- 5w4
- Instinctual Variant
- sx/sp
My states vary a little... Sometimes I feel well, like I have no issue and everything is more or less fine, but I mostly experience feelings of dullness, laziness and lethargy, apathy. I often experience the chornic emptiness and feeling like this world is a very dark and scary place, which usually leads to panic, anxiety and derealisation.
These states are the most typical for me... Sometimes though I can experience sandess and loneliness too, these are less typical for me now and were more true for me when I was a teenager.
I sometimes can feel a little bit hypomanic as well and can get into the state when I work a lot, I don't really need to sleep and feel energetic.
I mostly can't stand when I have a feeling of chaos, I sometimes feel like my thoughts are very messy and unorganized and I can't think clearly, I can't get into relaxed state and feel tons of inner tension.
That's more or less it.
That reminds me of my Dysthymia days.