I guess my body just wasn't designed to function on a schedule. I can't consistently sleep or get up at the same time everyday. If my body wants to sleep, it pretty much shuts down...and if I should be sleeping but my body doesn't feel tired I can't make it do what it doesn't want to. (Well, I can...to an extent, but I tend to be in a grouchy mood because of it).
I also don't like it if I have something that I have to do. It hangs over my head until it gets done...and every moment until them is like my personal version of hell. So, why don't I do it and be done with it? Because that's work...
Ideally, my lifw would be spent like this..
1) Get up well rested.
2) Do something
3) Go somewhere
4) Become tired
5) Fall asleep
Somewhere in there I need to do things that allow me to eat, live in a comfortable environment, provide for family, and pursue my interests regardless of monetary restrictions.
The closest career that allows for a lot of this is technical writing (medical). It's right up my alley, as well (education wise)...but the one thing that would suck would be all the deadlines for projects.
I'd rather not do that for the rest of my life (due to the deadline thing) so, I'm still looking for any suggestions...