It's like: "I want society to accept me, but society wants me to follow this and this and I don't like it, so I won't! But then, they won't accept me, and I'll be all alone, again. Well, it's cosy here inside my darkness, so who cares. Yeah, but why don't they invite me to that party? Why am I a reject? Oh, but they will make fun of you for not wearing the new puma shoes that are so hip right now. Mmm, but I find them unconfortable! Who cares, you have to wear them, it's that or you stay home alone. Why is that nobody loves meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee". Am I right?