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All right, I truly hate making threads all about me, but I have a hard time figuring this out. I thought I had it nailed, but after looking at Speed Gavroche's sx/so motivational posters and feeling profoundly exhausted, it made me question whether I was an sx dom, cause we're supposed to be energetic, right?
And then last night my family was being hyper and I felt like I was going to implode, surrounded by all this energy. My husband says to our kids, "Wouldn't it be wild if your mom was hyper, too? I can tell you kids that in the sixteen years I've known your mom I've never seen her hyper."
That kind of threw me for a loop, cause inside I feel totally nuts, but externally I guess I seem very contained. Many people have told me this.
Looking at all of those video examples of SG's, I relate to the 4w5sx/sp curiosity, wanting to do all sorts of things, but I present more like an sp/sx. The sx/sps seemed more outgoing, although the sp/sxs seemed a little too depressed (Then again I have been on mood stabilizers for four years). It's almost like I aim to be an sx/sp but the sp keeps it in, if that makes any sense. I, however, am very much a Romantic, in the true sense of the world (not the cheesy modern connotation). I love getting a charge from the people and things I'm attracted to. It's what I definitely get energy from. I can obsess about people, about being in love. It's kind of more the idea than the fact, though- what it does to me vs what it is.
Otherwise I'm pretty dormant, kind of like I'm holding it in reserve for the next thing that gets me going. I feel tired most of the time.
I took this test: http://similarminds.com/variant.htmlThe results feel pretty accurate:
Anyone else have a hard time figuring this out?
And then last night my family was being hyper and I felt like I was going to implode, surrounded by all this energy. My husband says to our kids, "Wouldn't it be wild if your mom was hyper, too? I can tell you kids that in the sixteen years I've known your mom I've never seen her hyper."
That kind of threw me for a loop, cause inside I feel totally nuts, but externally I guess I seem very contained. Many people have told me this.
Looking at all of those video examples of SG's, I relate to the 4w5sx/sp curiosity, wanting to do all sorts of things, but I present more like an sp/sx. The sx/sps seemed more outgoing, although the sp/sxs seemed a little too depressed (Then again I have been on mood stabilizers for four years). It's almost like I aim to be an sx/sp but the sp keeps it in, if that makes any sense. I, however, am very much a Romantic, in the true sense of the world (not the cheesy modern connotation). I love getting a charge from the people and things I'm attracted to. It's what I definitely get energy from. I can obsess about people, about being in love. It's kind of more the idea than the fact, though- what it does to me vs what it is.
Otherwise I'm pretty dormant, kind of like I'm holding it in reserve for the next thing that gets me going. I feel tired most of the time.
I took this test: http://similarminds.com/variant.htmlThe results feel pretty accurate:
Sexual |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Social ||||||||| 26%
Self Preservation |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Anyone else have a hard time figuring this out?