Yeah, I'd already started to gather as much, and, in his last post, he further demonstrated it.
It's the problem of the NiTi loop.
It's all self-referential.
The thinking gets muddled cuz it's too disconnected from external reality.
The disconnect is apparent from the outside, but from within, well, all they're seeing is from within their own concepts.
Dang! I was wondering if I was the only one who saw it.
And I've totally wondered if it's a NiTi loop ... the only problem I've had with that possibility is that yeghor's description of Ni as he understands it is often waaaaay outside of what other Ni-doms describe as that function in our experiences. Specifically, it seems far more Ti than Ni to me, what he describes as "Ni." So it's been kind of confusing for me to think about this as a NiTi loop - but still and all, it could very well be the case IMO. It's just difficult for me to imagine Ti-tert having such a huge effect on Ni-dom - an effect so strong that Ti-tert influence actually seems in some ways to override what Ni
is as a perceiving function.
So anyway, if yeghor actually is displaying examples of NiTi looping, I think it's good cautionary material for other INFJs.* I mean wow, from my vantage point, that would be just awful, to be a perceiving-dominant who is so overtaken by the Ti filters that Ni perception is actually pre-filtered so rigidly and thus distorted and in a strongly self-referential/feedback loop situation. To me it seems like it would be an incredibly suffocating space to be in, like how could a Ni-dom metaphorically
breathe in that kind of space?
*but - and I hate that I have to say this but this site is what it is - IMO this should not be used to discount Ni perception in INFJs as a whole, or used by others in a casual way to disagree with INFJs.
(also: I'm remembering that I did see my INFP partner caught in a strong FiSi loop once upon a time and from the outside of FiSi, but as someone who loves her, it did seem to have a suffocating quality to it. But again, that was from the outside and the FiSi loop specifics are very different from the NiTi specifics in any case).