My hobbies are scattered.. if I were to write them all they'd be an enormous list of things I've started and never completed. A hundred hundred incomplete, uneducated, and unskilled hobbies. I just can't seem to stick to things when they're only for fun.
And, much as I hate 'the system', I also understand some of its mechanics.. and no one is immune to it. Rebelling against the system, crying about it, working against the grain.. sometimes it is necessary to do those things, but they don't make what you NEED appear. If you got me started on the education system in America today I could talk until *you* were blue in the face, but that doesn't help anything really. What *I* want really doesn't matter. And knowing that really helps when you're an adult.
In the army, we have mass punishments all the time. One person fucks up, and the rest of us are out there fixing it. Why? Because it isn't just about you, even though you want it to be. You can't just BE good--you have to make sure that others around you are doing well as well. There's a community there, and that community needs to be active in one another's lives. You can't just lock up your vehicle, and then say "Okay! all done!" and skip home. You have to double check your shit, double check your buddy's shit, make sure someone of higher rank checks it, and cover the bases for everyone just to make sure you aren't inconvenienced by someone else's selfish "Well I just want to go home" attitude later.
Selfishness just doesn't really work in the real world all the time. I am a priority for myself, but because I am a priority, it only makes sense to do what is best for me both now and in the long run, even if that means working with a system I dislike. At the end of the day is pragmatic.. "I want x. So I have to jump through y hoops." but that's just sort of growing up. Even ENFPs have to grow up.