I'm very sorry to hear that seeker. Just remember everything can break. However I'm feeling particularly happy tonight. This thread seems like a good place to tell why.
I just had the most wonderful evening. I've been down town for 14 hours straight now, it's late in the morning and I didn't get a second of sleep last night.. First off I went to an office party, which was decent, but a bit quiet. Then later I went to a Drum & Bass party with two friend, and two friends of one of my friends. I was really liking this party. I started conversations with sooo much people, I even started talking to two girls who I thought might be nice to pick up. With mediocre success. Communication with them went good, but not as smooth and natural for me to actually be able to successfully hit on them. Then when I went to get a beer there was this girl commenting me on my shirt. I took an interest and talked back to her. Talking was easy and we had so much in common. She's totally into goa parties and asked MY phone number so she could take me to such a party sometime. Later, when the Drum & Bass party was almost over we went to a underground club down town where I learned a lot about her, including that a friend of hers, who went with us to the D&B party is a total INTP. She was amazed I could so accurately describe him when we were only introduced just hours earlier and I only talked to him for a minute.
. Even later we tried to go to a goa party that was supposed to be going on, but it was already finished, so instead we went chatting and pooling in a 24/7 bar in the city. I later put her on the train home and went homewards myself as well.
There's two things I'm particularly proud of about myself. First, I never made such a long lasting communication streak after first meeting someone. One of us would always find new conversation topics to keep going on.
The second thing is a bit more manipulative, and I'm a slight bit embarrassed by it as well. I asked her when her birthday was and she said it was December. I then preceded to tell her that I already thought she was a winter girl, and that she gave this vibe *insert random story here*. It was a bit of a cold reading thing I didn't really expect anything of, but later she admitted to be quite impressed by me knowing she was born in the winter.
Also I got extra points for guessing her weight exactly right. I'm not going to tell it here, but let me say she's rather skinny.