Dear ENFP,
Saw you holding hands with some girl yesterday.
I wanted say hi, but I thought it best not to interrupt.
Anyway, she seems nice and I'm glad you've found someone new.
I hope she treats you right, you deserve it, you're the kindest person I've ever met.
I know I hurt you terribly, I feel horrible, I know I'm too selfish and self centered.I'm aware that those are my two worst attributes.I didn't realize the impact of the things I said to you throughout our relationship, I was a vile, unhealthy person and I can't say that I never wanted to hurt you, because in the moment, that's all I could think about.
You showed me nothing but kindness and I took advantage of it, like I always do, I walked all over you.
Why? Because I was jealous.
I was jealous of how easily you could make friends, couldn't you see how hard that was for me, how lonely I was?
I got all moody when you hung out with your friends because I wanted you to have me; only me, like I only had you.
I knew you could tell in the end, I wasn't in love with you at all, I was just infatuated and the infatuation had run it's course.I think, all along I was stringing you along just for the attention.
I was a sick kid, I know...I can't believe I was that person once, I can't believe I was the sort of person I hate.
For a while I've wanted to come up to you and apologize for what I did to you, but I didn't think it'd be a good idea, I didn't want you to think it meant I wanted to be in a relationship with you again, I'm bad for you, I'll always be, we both know that, and sadly I outgrew you along with that phase of my life.
Anyway, I wanted you to know I'm not that person anymore, I'm not that lonely little girl anymore, starved for attention, embarrassed of my social anxiety, clingy and co-dependent.
I've grown into a lonely woman, who knows it's never acceptable to use people, I've accepted myself the way I am, and I'm strong enough to stand on my own now.
I swear I'll never treat anyone that way ever again.
Even though I know it's not enough and you'll never see it, I apologize for my selfishness, for everything, I never deserved your kindness let alone your love...
Stay away from toxic people, I know you want to help them but you deserve happiness too.
-A horrible person